on the immediate edge

My marriage is on the edge with all this debt. If only an immediate result could happen. I think writing this blog is the only thing stopping me fom jumping off the edge.Today one of the creditors MBNA rejected the offer. It is too late to contact Payplan to see what happens now. I suppose another sleepless night is in order. I wish I was fit enough to get a job anything to bring more cash into the house. Well not to worry tomorrow may be a better day, here's hoping.